Testimony 17/09/05: The God of The Second Chance

I clenched my fist. I bit my lip. I raised my voice. And I walkout out in anger.

I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall. I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me. (Lamentation 3:19-20)

I did it again! I lose my temper one more time. I was wondering if God really wants me to be His witness after I keep doing the same mistake again and again. I think I am doing more damage than good. What would unbelievers say about us Christians? I think God should send someone else.

Yet I call to mind and therefore I have hope. (Lamentation 3:21)

The fact that I am still here on earth means God still has a purpose for me. The fact that there is no fire fall from heaven to consume me means there is another chance for me to try again. His love for me does not depend on my performance. It does not depend on my feelings. His love for me is based on who He is. His love for me unconditional.

Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning, great is Your faithfulness. I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion, therefore I will wait for Him.” (Lamentation 3:22-24)

Blessed be the God of the second chance… the third chance… the fourth chance…